Broken

Since getting an operation seems a bit way out of my budget, I went for an alternative medication last nite. Apparently the company's insurance can cover up to RM50K but its a "pay and claim" kind of thing. So since I dont think Im up to spend all my savings and fear they might somehow reject my claim, I seek other alternatives.

A traditional one, the uncle didnt do any massage or whatsoever,he just pinched here and there around my knee cap, and spotted that I have some problem where the ACL and the Colateral Ligament is situated. That's where my doctor pointed too. He did what he use to do, recite some Surah and just put his finger there and my knee cap. Maybe im over reacting or overexcited, but it did feel better afterwards. I can cross my legs, swing it, and "duduk bersimpuh" without much difficulties" as I use to have.

But that's not the reason Im writing.

The Uncle also said, when he first saw me last night, after few minutes of chatting, that I have had 3 series of broken heart to which is why Im like so lazy to have a relationship anymore.

I just laughed and wonder (in my heart) how in the world did he know!

So I am totally broken.

I'm the girl with a broken knee and a broken heart.

Fortunately, that's the only thing broken now, but I believe it'll heal. I want it to heal. Especially the knee.

The heart...I think Im ok ...Im happy the way things are now. NO MAN NO CRY!

But RMJ can sweep me off my feet, anytime!

hahahahah! LOL!